Hi guys.
It's too early to write on this blog considering it's only 9 pm. My night time is different than yours, apparently.
God, it's been a tough week. A very tough one. I have never felt this heart broken for a long, long time. It feels just like three years ago and I thought I would never felt like this anymore. But here I am, so much pain. After the not so good sort of break up, And when I thought that I could came back to him, I was wrong. He finally found someone else that I'm so,,, jealous. It's my fault too that I never said the words that he needed so bad. I always wanted to spend my time with him just a little bit. Just so that if we ever going to different direction, at least i know how it feels. At least, I feel loved again and knew how it feel to love someone back.
And I can't believe that it's over.
Senin, 03 Agustus 2015
Senin, 23 Maret 2015
Getting Close
It's been awhile. HELLO! Typing this on my iPad so pardon if there's any misspelled.
Hard weeks. No weekends. I pretty much tired from all the stuff i've been doing lately. Dark mood, deep thoughts at night about how am I supposed to do for the future.
I came here to said that times fly and its crazy to think that everything has changed. I discover new people, I have a part time job also now I'm going to college. Worst part is that I drifted away from people who I used to love my whole life. My bestfriend, he was one of the people who I used to put it in my number one playlist. And we kinda don't even know what's going on with eachother. And then the person that i've been 'friends' for 6 years is now doesn't even want to talk to me. So much going on. Oh, almost forgot that I once kinda fell for a guy who wrote about shit things aboutme in his blog, but I realized that it's never meant to be. I'm just being friends with the loneliness so that this random feelings happened. And this morning I woke up spending time thinking about someone else that I used to have a thing with and apparently he was still a friend of his past.
I could tell you everthing that has been happening my whole life right now but I pretty much make this post looks like shit.
And now I feel like i need people to realize that no matter what, people will always come and go and that's probably the most tragic lovable thing that will happen to all of us.
You know, "Maybe we were meant to be when the time is right" quotes.
Hard weeks. No weekends. I pretty much tired from all the stuff i've been doing lately. Dark mood, deep thoughts at night about how am I supposed to do for the future.
I came here to said that times fly and its crazy to think that everything has changed. I discover new people, I have a part time job also now I'm going to college. Worst part is that I drifted away from people who I used to love my whole life. My bestfriend, he was one of the people who I used to put it in my number one playlist. And we kinda don't even know what's going on with eachother. And then the person that i've been 'friends' for 6 years is now doesn't even want to talk to me. So much going on. Oh, almost forgot that I once kinda fell for a guy who wrote about shit things aboutme in his blog, but I realized that it's never meant to be. I'm just being friends with the loneliness so that this random feelings happened. And this morning I woke up spending time thinking about someone else that I used to have a thing with and apparently he was still a friend of his past.
I could tell you everthing that has been happening my whole life right now but I pretty much make this post looks like shit.
And now I feel like i need people to realize that no matter what, people will always come and go and that's probably the most tragic lovable thing that will happen to all of us.
You know, "Maybe we were meant to be when the time is right" quotes.
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