Hi guys.
It's too early to write on this blog considering it's only 9 pm. My night time is different than yours, apparently.
God, it's been a tough week. A very tough one. I have never felt this heart broken for a long, long time. It feels just like three years ago and I thought I would never felt like this anymore. But here I am, so much pain. After the not so good sort of break up, And when I thought that I could came back to him, I was wrong. He finally found someone else that I'm so,,, jealous. It's my fault too that I never said the words that he needed so bad. I always wanted to spend my time with him just a little bit. Just so that if we ever going to different direction, at least i know how it feels. At least, I feel loved again and knew how it feel to love someone back.
And I can't believe that it's over.
